Wednesday, April 11, 2012

The Accident in Jared's Words

About 3 1/2 days after the accident, while Jared was in the hospital, he posted this on a website called Calguns.net. It's the accident in his words and a warning to others about the dangers of carelessness with guns. Love you, Jared!

Put a .45 hp thru my femur :/ PICS!! Beware

I went to swap the barrel on my Glock 30, .45, Feb. 21st, 2012 around 6:15 PM. I had a loaded mag in the firearm and I was absolutely far to careless to check. I racked the slide as I usually do to perform a routine safety check, but did not bother to look into the chamber at all as I simultaneously sorted a couple Glock parts on the table. I sat down and pulled the slide lock down as you do to disassemble a Glock, and even at this point I still neglected to do any brass check, etc. I released the slide the rest of the way forward and rested the muzzle on my left thigh. I pulled the trigger at point blank range with a Hornady Defense 185 gr hp loaded up and BAM. Leg went crooked from the shattered femur and the blood didn't hesitate to start flowing. I hit the floor, out of my chair, landing on my back, holding my leg. My older sister Kira, 23, who was visiting from Texas at the time, came rushing down stairs after the loud shot and repeated screams. I won't forget the look on her face. She was immediately shocked and very frightened, but most importantly was determined and so ready to handle this to ultimately and without doubt, save my life. She got on the phone with 911, where they asked questions and told her what she needed to do. I was able to keep my head on straight enough to answer all the operators questions involving the discharged firearm and my current injury. Kira placed several towels under my leg for support, elevation, and they turned out to be what soaked up almost all the blood, hence the lesser amount in the pictures. She took one towel and pressed it on the wound. She did not want to press hard because she could see my pain but she knew what she had to do and no one could have done it better. Had she not been home or reacted as well as she did, I would not be here today. She saved my life and I owe her til the day I die and so on. Kira I love you. You are my hero forever and for always

Brea PD arrived first, securing the firearm and running a few questions by me, all the while Kira was still absolutely doing everything in her power to take care of me, keeping pressure on the wound. Paramedics were close behind them. My mother pulled into the driveway after running errands at the same time the paramedics showed. She was also so shocked and worried, but as you can see in the pictures, she came and helped me more than she knows. I asked Kira to get her camera, which I know she always has nearby, hence all the pictures. I struck a few poses to help keep my own and family's chins up.

I was rushed to West Med, Santa Ana and put under almost immediately. They stopped the bleeding long before performing surgery the following night. The surgeon and his team ran a 20"+ rod up my femur, from my knee after drilling out the marrow. (X-Rays Post #9) One rod, 4 screws later, they stapled me back up and eventually I woke up, with many of my amazing friends and family at my side.

FYI: I retyped the story to make more sense of it, no details have changed of course, but I was drugged when I posted this firstly and looking back, some things didn't make too much sense. Many questions were asked over the last 800 or so responses that I wanted to clear it up for those who don't feel like reading 20 pages of this stuff.

So in conclusion, I take full responsibility for this careless action. Many reading this already know I broke all 4 firearm safety rules. Was the most idiotic thing I have done in my entire life and it almost cost me my own life. That is nowhere near the worst part. The fact that I could have easily taken a loved one's life or even injured them to a near fatal state, is enough to make me understand I would not have been able to live with myself. I understand how lucky and blessed I am that it turned out the way it did. I am beyond fortunate and will pay forward the life given back to me, starting here on calguns. I posted this here to show a very real situation to my fellow gunners what awesome power these firearms have. I know you all know that, but this really demonstrates what absolute carelessness with these guns can cause through a very real story. I am beginning my volunteering process in helping out at local ranges in firearm safety and will absolutely make an example of myself. What I did has already taken place, and it is time to move forward and take as many pros from the situation that can be gained and shared. Please do not hesitate to share this story with any and everyone, whether they just think I am an idiot or if they can appreciate an honest mistake and use my story to better theirs or others lives. I have learned my lesson and will teach it to as many as I can, and your help is important. I firmly believe that my admitting and sharing this mistake, though bad, could have been so much worse, will keep at least one person from injuring themselves or others. That is more than enough to make it all worth it.

I do want to make one thing very clear. I do not think I'm tough, a badass, etc.. I made a huge mistake that we all know could have been so much worse. I absolutely do not go around telling everyone, "Hey, I got shot! ......Well... by me!" I am not seeking any type of attention here, tho many have reached out without being asked to and I am forever grateful. I struck a few light hearted poses because it is in my personality to try and lighten up the mood for those around me, especially my loved ones where I was absolutely the cause for them seeing me like this. I figured it may make for a good laugh here and there down the road, which it has, tho this situation is far from a joke. I swallowed my pride and posted/documented my story of the biggest screw up in my life to help out whoever I know it will.

I wanted to say I appreciate all those who reached out to me here and to those outside of calguns. I was so surprised and was not expecting anything like that, nor did I think I even wanted/needed it. At this point, I do know where I would be mentally and even physically if it wasn't for all of you and those caring people. This made such an impact in my life and those around me and I am determined to ultimately make it a positive learning experience for as many as possible. My family and friends have been beyond amazing and I am forever grateful and am in debt to them. Again, thank you everyone and please share this story to whoever you think it may, or even may not benefit, you never know.

Thanks everyone!!

Jared

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